EX!

(released as a video demo - Cattski Live Demos 09-10)

I know that you are happy
I can see it in your smile
And I know that you don’t need me
And I’m not wondering why

You’ve found the one you’ve always wanted
That you’ve waited long to have
And you found this love the moment
That you let go of my hand


And even if we gave ourselves away
I… still want you to say

Hey, I still care about you
I think about you every now and then
I don’t want to pretend that I don’t
Let’s just forget the bad that we once had
It’s all good, we’ve learned from it as we should
It’s all good

I know that you believe me
When I tell you I’m alright
I’m finally past the stage of some confusion in my life

I know that I have always wanted
What I thought I couldn’t have
Now I realize that I’ve always had it
It never left my side

NEW

(released as a video demo - Cattski Live Demos 09-10)

Change
So unavoidable, so irresistible
When it is all set for good

Strange
How things can fall apart
We break each other’s hearts
And for that we lost some good

I stood witness to the bridges you burned
But to me nothing is lost
And it’s all because

This is not you
I guess i like the old you
But then you like the new
This is not you
And what they say is true
There’s nothing we can do
When someone changes you

Change
You are predictable
And so irrational
I just hope it’s not for good

Strange
Now that we’re torn apart
It feels like it’s the start
Of something that’s so good

I stood witness to the bridges you burned
But to me nothing is lost
And it’s all because

This is not you
I guess i like the old you
But then you like the new
This is not you
And what they say is true
There’s nothing we can do
When someone changes you

You can lose yourself
And go berserk
All that you want
If that’s what you want
You can take your time
And never change your mind
If that’s what you want
If that’s what you want

This is not you
I guess i like the old you
But then you like the new
This is not you
And what they say is true
There’s nothing we can do
When someone changes you

This is not the you i know

MY TURN

(released as a video demo - Cattski Live Demos 09-10)

It doesn’t really matter
Who found who
If you found me
Or if I found you
Now questions are answered
Holes are filled
The truth is revealed

And it doesn’t really matter
What we’ve both been through
Cause I’m a better me
And you’re a better you
And you’re quick to forgive me
As I apologize, I saw it in your eyes

There’s a reason why
Now you are here
After all of those years
It’s for me to know
That I walked away
Ignoring your tears

Now It’s my turn to love you
It’s written in the stars
I’ll make up for the day I broke your heart
Now that I’ve found you
Love’s what I owe you
I’ll make up for the day I broke you heart

And all that really matters
Now that I’m here, now we can heal
From the pain we had to go through
For just one mistake
And everything we had to take

I’m not gonna take you away from the world that you know
I’m not gonna take you away from the life that you know

MISTRESS

(released as a video demo - Cattski Live Demos)

Please spare some time to cuddle me
Let’s make love under my sheets
I’ll let you in my lonely room
And i’ll show you what i mean

Please spare some time to hold me
Pillow talk our way to sleep
Give me some of your kisses
Please do that before you leave

Cause i’ll miss you
When you go back to your life
In that universe where im not part of
Your every single day

One last time
Help me make believe that tou are mine
Before i slip away from your restless mind
One last time
Teach me how to love you right
So you just might stay
For one more day, or one more night

Please spare some time to love me
You can tell me all your dreams
Close your eyes and hold me tight
And everything will be alright

Cause i’ll miss you when you leave me
When you close the door behind you
You leave me aching for you
When you go back to your life
In that universe where im not part
Of your every single day

BOHOLOVE

(released as a video demo - Cattski Live Demos 2009-2010)

Everyday is an irony
Something you can’t see through me
To you these thoughts are just unnecessary complexity

You don’t understand this self-imposed poverty
And why I devote myself to my art wholly

You don’t understand why I’m confused and complicated
And even I don’t really get myself

Oh I’m not someone most people can consider normal
And I am aware that I can be so temperamental

Run, run as fast as you can
Don’t look back keep going
Before the thought of me
Catches up on you
Just run, run as fast as you can
Don’t look back, no stopping
Even if the thought of me is
Catching up on you again

You don’t blend in with my sometimes overly eccentric friends
You find them weird and you despise them

You don’t get my open mind
Slice me up and you will find
Self-expression is my number one thing

I don’t follow rules and I am so opinionated
And I don’t care as much what people think and say

Stay away from me
You’re better off without me baby
Stay away from me
You don’t know how bad it can be…

QUICKFIX

(released as a Live Video Demo - Cattski Live Demos 2009)

Now it’s time to do you this huge favor
Now it’s time to let you go
Cause I’m not sure if I can give you everything that you deserve
I don’t know, I’m not sure about myself

And I’m not even gonna say I’m sorry
Cause that won’t ever be enough
I just have this deeper understanding
That we’re never really that in love

‘cause now I see that you are moving on quick
And I don’t blame you if that’s how you get yourself a fix

Look at us baby
We’re not crying
Here’s our chance to be set free
Look at us baby
We’re not hurting
Now we set each other free

And now it’s time that we both make this promise
That one day we will be friends
But I guess for now it’s best that we give each other space
Give some time for this to mend

‘cause now I see that you are moving on quick
And I don’t blame you if that’s how you get yourself a fix

Now we stop hurting each other
If we stuck together, we’d still won’t last forever
Now we stop holding on
Time for you to move on
While I go back to where
I belong

Look at us baby

Look at us baby
We’re not pretending that we can make each other happy
Look at us baby, we’re not holding on
Time for you to move on
While I go back to where
I belong

One day we will be friends…

ONE

(released as a Live Video Demo - Cattski Live Demos 2009)

I’m not under the weather

I’m just uncomfortable not being sad for once
I’m not nurturing bad feelings
When i thought i was down
I was actually just healing

I’m not scared of tomorrow
Or of being single and of growing old alone
I am living in the moment
I am just appreciating life as it unfolds

*better keep an open mind
Cause one day you’ll find that
Worry’s just a waste of time
Worry’s just a waste

**i’ve only got one life
And i will live it right
And so i chase away the fears
That has hindered me for years
I’ve only got one mind
And there’s nowhere i can find
A mind so beautiful and strange
It tells me how liberating it is to be brave

I’m done underachieving
Sky will be the limit to everything i do
I’ll keep searching for life’s meaning
If it’s the only way i bring myself to highest good

Brave brave brave…